Lover Awakened (Black Dagger Brotherhood, #3) by J.R. Ward

Lover Awakened (Black Dagger Brotherhood, #3)Lover Awakened by J.R. Ward
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

5 amazing big z and Bella stars


oh this book was everything! so much emotion so much pain and hurt saturated every single page
I was dazed with Z’s intense focus on rescuing Bella it made me warm! oh I just could not with all the emotions in this book!

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Z’s past made me cry! way more this time around…wow just wow and the way Bella was with him I was awe every time they were together. Before the rescue the way he tended to her things he is so tender and was just waiting for someone like her all along.
Z is
dark, menacing and dangerous
you wouldn’t believe he had a tender side…women are scared of him but Bella fuck that she isn’t having it.
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every time they were together it was so unlike anything else in the series because of his past. oh it was beyond gut wrenching but then when things were right..oh boy were they RIGHT

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As much as I love Z I was absolutly GUTTED by Phury..his devotion and self sacrifice to his twin..I’m in love with him. he’s such a hero and he doesn’t get enough love! Phury is like the Ringo Star of the black dagger brotherhood

I was SHOCKED when he sorta bonded with Bella as well! I forgot that happened and I didn’t think it was even allowed it jsut made me feel even more bad for him..
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Bell was the perfect match for him! it was honestly like they were the beauty and the beast it was so beautiful this was such a beautiful story! just watching bella try so hard to love him and him try so hard not to love her..ugh my soul.

” You have awakened me.”

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but now he has Nalla and all the blessings he deserves

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oh and Tohr and JM…oh my heart is broken wow

I just know sarelle would have been JM mate if she didn’t die…I wish I could know why the warden decided to kill her and give him Xhex..whom i think isn’t good enough for JM

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Bad Romeo (Starcrossed, #1) by Leisa Rayven

Bad Romeo (Starcrossed, #1)Bad Romeo by Leisa Rayven
My rating: 5 of 5 stars


I knew I loved it from the first chapter
but god I didn’t know what I was in for.

this hit all of my buttons all of my feelings
I’ve had this type of connection with someone before. it was painful reading this because everything cassie was going through I went through
from hate to love but always cosmic connection always this soul bending pull.

reading this made me realize how cheap all the five stars I’ve given away have been
because they were just masses of sex with peppered feeling and plot

but this THIS was a book

im sitting here crying because this book unstitched me
Ethan and Cassie did me in
I’ve never read about a connection like this one
seeing them together is deeply personal to me now

the last chapter of this book was the most perfect chapter I have ever read in my whole life..I am not saying that lightly
it was like watching a movie. the timing of everything the emotions

his email at the end was the most romantic declaration I’ve ever read even more intense tham Captain Wentworth’s letter from Persuasion.

this was an experience.

I was so heavy in love with this book that I stopped at 12 percent to make a playlist because I was heavy with feels.

if you wanna read this, are thinking about it or have check out my playlist —>…

Because honestly all these feels you will feel need a fucking playlist.

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Made (Sempre, #0.4) by J.M. Darhower

Made (Sempre, #0.4)Made by J.M. Darhower
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

All of the stars.

Oh god my heart
my soul
my life

I’ve found it, the best book I have ever read.

Guys I’m so stunned I feel like a zombie…I just read the last page and I’m…..I’m………


I can’t tell you how much this book has changed me it has changed me irrevocably..its not even a book to me

This was not a book…I was alive
I felt every single word, lived every single moment felt every single drop of blood

in my review for sempre redemption I asked JM to make me fall in love with her again
she didn’t…she sliced me open and stitched me inside of her..I’m her now

is she even real? are you real JM Darhower? what is this magic you wield?

god I felt every moment guys I was consumed this book consumed me I cried so much I laughed I cringed I danced i was stupidly happy…I felt Italian JM made me think I was Italian
it wasn’t about the romance
it was everything I was on the edge of my seat whenever he went to do errands when he was a soldier
when he killed when he robbed
when he came back home to purge himself with him wife…every decision I was there I was living it with him
I could practically smell chicago
I was in chicago in the 80s I was really there..she made me be there
in the beginning when he was alone, abused and unloved..those very first chapters…I was clutching my tablet to my chest and wailing like a child..this story had me so strongly I have never in my life been so consumed so worried, panicked I felt EVERYTHING
god the love he had for Celia ..just thinking about it heart clenches…it isn’t the love that we’re used to reading all these book we read nowadays…its deeper so much fucking deeper thats why I had enough it wasn’t in every page but when it was god it filled me so full
I’m crying that last page..guys I can’t
this is the best book I have ever read in my whole life
the best story I have ever experienced in my whole life
it wasn’t a book
it was something else
I’m not going to label it
it has to be felt
experience this guys
experience this series

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The Bourbon Kings (The Bourbon Kings #1) by J.R. Ward

The Bourbon Kings (The Bourbon Kings #1)The Bourbon Kings by J.R. Ward
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

5 southern charm stars

wow what a damn ride. This book is on a class by itself imo! The only way I can describe it is if Shonda Rimes and J.R Ward wrote a show set in the south. ITS THAT FUCKING GOOD. After about 15 percent maybe even sooner you’re just thrown into this world of glam, tradition, class and secrets. AKA my favorite kind of crack.
The character shine so much in this book which is something JR does Impeccably. Theres a lot of characters but it never gets confusing their POV are just so interesting you wont be able to pick a favorite.

I LOVED THE STORY this was just so well put together. the setting! omg I’ve always loved reading books and watching shows set in the south but this made me wanna go down there so bad! JR infuses the book with so much southern local color and on top of that you learn about Bourbon! I loved it

This book remeinded me so much of this amazing TV show from Spain called “El hotel de los secretos” but set in a southern mansion in now times!

I’m so excited that this is gunna be a TV show I just hope they don’t fuck it up.

Also omg the couples in this book fuck me I loved them it had such OTP couples from the sabrina type to the romeo and juliet type to the Caleb and Olivia type theres so much in here I can’t

and excited to know even more about the bradfords!

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Breaking Him by R.K. Lilley

Breaking Him (Love is War, #1)Breaking Him by R.K. Lilley
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I think I just ruined my life

First, I wanna say that RK Lilley has such a delicate way of ruining me.
She is so gentle in her destruction of me its almost elegant.

But with that first chapter and all of that tension and her amazing beyond great writing she fixed my broken book soul and gave my reading life purpose and then gently took it away.

This was one of the most intense book that I have EVER read

I honestly cannot describe how I feel the pages of this book were dripping with angst and passion I couldn’t get enough but at the same time I was so scared to read because RK RUINES me

shit wtf happened to them wtf is going on there is so much unsaid but the way these two feel about each other holy fuck
reading about them is a religious experience.

please please read this book

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